| Mar. 16th, 2008 @ 01:06 pm How Embarrasing!! |
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Current Mood:  embarrassed
Ok so this morning I wake up at 7am and I can't breathe, it was weird as hell so I get up and drink some water and went to the restroom and I am coughing like a mother and i come back to the room and i still feel like I can't breathe so I get dressed because I am thinking that I am having an asthma attack and I found my inhalator and I took it but it didn't help so I walk out and as I am walking to the car this one girl stops me and asks me were I am going and I told her to the ER and I asked her what she was doing and she tells me that she is going to work and asks me for a ride! so I take her to Dillons and I drive to the ER and by this time Im feeling better but I still can't breathe right so I walk in and tell them and they start doing checks on me and stuff and they really can't hear that I have congestion in my lungs but he still wants to do X-rays to be sure and I have to take off my bra (embarrasing!!) and this HOT guy was the one doing the X-rays of course and then they do this inhalation therapy thing. so they gave me medicine for the asthma and the doctor comes in and tells me that he didn't find anything bad in the X-ray but he was going to give me medicine and he walked out. well, i am sitting there getting ready to leave and he walks in again and tells me that the reason I am short of breath is because I am so heavy!! I was so embarrased and I just smiled but then i got mad because that's why i never go to the doctor. Yes, I know I am fat but why do they want to blame every symptom on it, it's like all they ever focus on and it pisses me off that they want to blame everything on that that's why i never go to the doctors. It was embarrasing and now my mom is going to be all mad because I went to the ER and they will get bills for it. ugh!! im so stupid I should've never walked in. I sat there in the car thinking that i felt better but I still went in. I am an IDIOT! but for a second there, I really felt sick and like I was having some kind of attack or something. |
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